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ON Floundering

The focus I set for this page was ART.  Contemporary, mostly.  I planned on going out on an ever increasing ART-A-THON.  You know, more and more ART adventure, culminating in an epic feast celebrating our BIG achievements and AWESOME art adventures.  I was feeling so secure in my vision that I began to invite others into it, like a play structure in the middle of a city park.

Forgive me that I’ve lost my way.

I’m thinking more about THE HOME, lately.  Since, March.

I’ve put my focus on HOME and HEARTH.

Once in-a-while, a news story… something juicy and controversial gets me splashing emotionally in the ocean of opinion, for a second or two… then I relax and I remember: my way is to FLOAT.  I float over troubled times and swim above the clouds left by great bombs in history.

Successfully, I’ve re-invented myself dozens of times and keep discovering more talent within.  For example: I LIKE to clean!  My whole life I’d convinced myself that I HATED cleaning.  Recently, I realized… NO!  I LOVE CLEANING.  The reason I thought I HATED cleaning, my whole life, until NOW, was that well… my mom LOVES cleaning… and I even though I really dig earsing famous artist’s drawings and my mother always HATED my huge collection of erasers and random pieces of paper, from type to rag, I used to hoard, neatly in my closet, back when I was a smaller version of myself.

Anyway… write your own blog IF you don’t LIKE mine.  I keep writing here mostly because I sometimes have something to say on ART butt lately… I’m floundering.  Oh well… Maybe I will enroll in an ART for ART fried ART folk-culture class at the local community college.  Maybe… I will discover a more interesting direction for this freakin’ web-site of writings and art by an independent female pigment slinger.

Yours truly,

Frau Kolb